“Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm.” – Winston Churchill
Finally the day arrived. Two weeks mountaineering in the Bernese Oberland mountains of the Swiss Alps. I was climbing with Steven, veteran of the Chile and Peru trips, and we had an ambitious trip planned (is there any other type?), aiming to push deep into the heart of the Swiss alps and climb some classic mountain routes.
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↑ ↓ Evening light on the Jungfrau mountain massif.
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At each stage of the journey out, from office desks in Canary Wharf to glaciated alpine mountains, a layer of our complex lives was left behind. The bustling stresses of city life quickly shrink from one’s mind. Deadlines, spreadsheets and bills cease to exist in the high mountains.
Zurich was hot and humid, even when we landed at 10pm. Laden with heavy bags, the walk from the train station to the hostel was unexpectedly draining. The hostel was right in the vibrant heart of Zurich; a great place for a few beers with the locals, keen to quiz us about the summer of discontent in London (the riots had occurred shortly before this trip). Lively revelers wandered up and down the street all night long. Late to bed, exhausted, yet sleep was not forthcoming. I cursed when the alarm sounded at 7am the next morning, but the show had to go on.
By lunchtime, we had arrived at the village of Kanderstag, on the edge of the Bernese Oberland. Lunch and much discussion followed – did we have the willpower to climb up to the mountain hut today? We must, the weather was due to worsen the next day. A final bus up the valley, another bout of procrastinating and then off we went, laden with climbing gear and days of food.
The valley scenery was immediately impressive; steepening flanks ending in crenellated ridges high, high above our heads. The path was excellent but the going still tiring. As we crested the head of the valley, the Kanderfirn glacier came into view, its gigantic proportions a suprise to me. Maybe it was just a sign of how long it’d been since my last big mountain trip in early 2010. The glacier was dry, free from snow, with the crevasses plain to see. Laid bare, great cracks in the ice emanated from wherever the glacier changed altitude or direction. Small rivulets criss-crossed the glacier in half pipes. In places, water collected into pools that appeared bottomless, disappearing into an inky, consuming blackness.

↑ Steven advancing up the Kanderfirn glacier, a miniature figure on a vast field of ice.
↓ Clouds building over the Jungfrau.
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↓ The Mutthorn hut stands proud on an island of rock in the midst of the Kanderfirn and Tschingelfirn glaciers. It is 2,900m high and offers all the creature comforts one could need at the end of an alpine day. The food was delicious and plentiful and the staff welcomed us in with a cup of tea on the night of our arrival. It had been a tough first day! We were quite played out after so much ascent, heavy bags and little sleep the previous night. A cold wind and stinging rain had chased us along for the final hour on the glacier. The food, a superb fish dish, tasted all the better for it.
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↓ Tshingelhorn mountain, 3562m high, and our first objective. The route involved following the rocky skyline ridge from right to left, or as far as ability and pluck would take us.
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We crept out of the hut just before first light, headtorches on top of warm hats, their beams cutting through the darkness. As the sun rose, it brought warmth and hope for the day ahead.
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Picking our way between the crevasses, trusting the snow bridges and jumping across voids where necessary, minds were on autopilot. Efficiency was the name of the game at this stage. Heads bowed, one foot following the other, concetrating on not tripping over one’s crampons or letting slack form in the rope between us.
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Once one has overcome the inertia of the early morning start, and the bitter cold that comes with it, this is the most beautiful and peaceful part of the day. It is also the time of day when the mind plays tricks. Will I or won’t I be able to climb this mountain? How scary will it be?
An hour after leaving the hut, with the sun just up, we reached the bergschrund that blocked our progress onto the ridge. Steven, full of enthusiasm, powered past the tricky section (we had left second axes at the hut as this was going to be a rocky ridge climb. This made crossing the bergschrund quite challenging however). He set up a belay and coaxed me across. With a good whack of the axe and one hand gripping the top of the ice as a handrail, I gingerly made progress across the face, balanced on the front points of my crampons.
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↓ Yours truly midway along the ridge (photo by Steven Cunnane). It was a long, long way but continually interesting. Several abseils, short exposed sections of climbing and plenty of chossy, loose rock. A classic alpine ridge combination.

↓ Steven climbing one of the pitches en route, clipping into some protection before pressing on upwards.
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↓ Ascending another one of the steep pitches (photo by Steven Cunnane).

We topped out on the summit of Chlys Tschinglehorn, 3,495m, the first of two summits on the ridge, at 2.15pm. The slightly higher main summit still lay beyond, some way off and out of reach on this day. The ridge had taken longer than expected, mainly on account of the snow and loose rock. It had been a sublime day of climbing though. The descent back to the Mutthorn hut was unpleasant; carefully picking our way down steep slopes and one hideously loose gully, laced with rockfall and no available protection. It was a relief to be back at the hut, where exhaustion caught up with me. Worryingly, the irritation in my throat that I had first noticed that morning had now developed into a menacing cough.
↓ Another view of the evening light on the Jungfrau massif. The next stage of our plan was to venture into the great glaciated wilderness beyond these peaks, staying up high for 10 – 12 days, resting overnight in the huts and climbing as many peaks as we could.
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↓ The Birghorn, a peak we had hoped to summit, as it lay just off our route between the hut and the valley. As we approached, all we could see was a tottering summit block surrounded by bands of steep, loose scree. It was unjustifiably dangerous and the peak summarily dismissed. By now my throat was annoyingly sore, irritated by the dry air and a hacking cough. A bout of illness was sadly inevitable. The timing could not have been worse; it would certainly be detrimental to our climbing plans. I had no idea at the time that I wouldn’t step foot on a mountain again during this trip.
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↓ Descending the Uisters Tal valley down to the village of Fafleralp. The plan was to spend one night in the hostel, then journey back up into the high mountains the following morning. Sometimes in life one’s best laid plans go to waste. The next day was a write-off for me. After breakfast Steven set off to solo climb the mountain behind the hut. Dejected, I returned to bed, the only place for me.
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↓ Reflection in the pond at Fafleralp village.
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↓ The ubiquitous alpine cow turns its attention to the paparazzi.
“The cow is nothing but a machine which makes grass fit for us people to eat.” – John McNulty
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↓ A waterfall in the Gugginalp valley, on one of my short wanderings from the hostel in Fafleralp.
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Each day I hoped I would feel fitter so we could get the trip back on track. My health never did return though and after 5 days in the same hostel, going stir crazy with cabin fever, we pulled the plug and returned home a week early. The disappointment hit hard; I knew how long it would be until the next time.
Postcript: It took me about four weeks to recover from an infection in my left lung. A similar time elapsed before I could bring myself to edit the photos and write about the experience. My climbing boots now sit forlornly in the corner. The mountains remain however, and ruminations of a return trip, if not to these specific peaks then others, flit through my mind.
But it could be a while yet.

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